:(((

Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this. I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.It’s clear that you don’t feel the same way for me… The problem is that as much as I can’t force you to love me, I can’t force myself to stop loving you.I really miss him so much….each and every day goes by and i miss him more and more….and i know that he doesnt feel the same way about me anymore but i still love him even if he loves me back or not…everyone keeps on telling that i need to get over him and stuff like that but what they dont understand is that i love him so much and that it is hard to get over someone that you love very much.